Be my pillion someday

Sup guys!
Alrite
i tink lifes been good still
even though there maybe little upsets
here n there

so jus now after skool
i had a chat session with my bros
An and Ario
met them coincidentally
they were waiting for the rain to calm down
rain to calm down? correct rite?
k nvm, u get wat i mean
nyways
YES i jus found out An alrdy passed his bike lic
and YES im jealous
Maris should be his personal pillion i guess
Maris is his GF fyi
woah i damn...urgghh
cos they made me realised
tat i will only be getting my lic
like after another 2-3months?
wtff
i hate waiting laa..
jus like my 18th siaa
haiz. but still i must...
and iv been researching n asking ard
from e experienced
about different bikes
and how ma fan it can be to take care
of these babies
so yea..considering again
which bike should i go for

and jus somthing to share
attending night classes
i made 4 new frens!
all Malay! haha
e 1st one who made frens with me was a MATREP!
hes arms were covered w tattoo sia
but i can tell hes nice
a cover of a book doesnt tell e quality of its content
so yea no harm being frens uh

(emo section)
i hate it wen i get too emotional
either tat or i tink too much
but i always try to relax myself
and tell myself i shudnt worry too much
or don care too much
but how can i
wen its wat i tink of most of e time
and now its like evryday
n yes i do care

*okay shit. my mum jus scared e shit outa me.haha!*

back to story
hmm
yea
maybe i shudnt tink too much
accept things as they come
and everyones happy.really?

okay
Shermeeen jus got Nickie =)
n im excited to go for photohunting tgt(photomarathon! lol)
but it'll only be like after UT?
n i dint get to see her pretty face today
i miss her
and i miss my riding freaks too

ohya!
i jus apologized thru RJ
for walking out of HRM class tat day
i was rude i noe
n today i TINK i upset her again
cos Samuel kinda read out loud
my convo w him
CLASS MENDAK (translation: BORING CLASS)
like wth samuel.haha

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you're beautiful inside
and out,tats obvious ritee

and someday
i want you to be my pillion

If its meant to be

i've been eating alot of meat these days
ytd fish chicken beef
today chicken beef
tmr i wan beef beef beef..haha
now its as if i don have to force
i naturally eat more
and i tink tats good for me
rite?
checkd my weight jus now
but before dinner tat is
and its still 55 -_-

okie so i'll get myself buzy
starting next week
having "night class"es
and im applying for a job
on monday with my bro Ayez
if all goes well
i'll be earning $80/shift yawW (Y)
responsibilty=HIGH tho

as usual i've been tinking alot alot
but for now
i need to make sure my lifes stable enuf
before i proceed with my next move

if its meant to be,it will be



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iwannadreamofyoutonight

Youu

Life's been good
i have yet to enroll
tmr will try again
but i somehow sense
somthing will pop up
and it'll be delayd againn

ASSignment been uploaded
don care bout it alrdy
tmr HRM ut
DIE

So now theres atleast 3
malay dudes of mine
whos with a chinese gerl
including 1 who keep a low profile
but i stil noee.haha!
all i can say is
stay happy guys

eaten late dinner
i wanna sleeeeep

* * *
just wan you to noe
you mean alot to me
if i don see you
yes i will
atleast tink of youu

Happy Birthday Me!

So here i am
still 17
by e time i publish this post i shud be 18 alrdy.haha!
nyways
life been great with family n frens!
how i wish i cud stop e time right now
i remember a few months ago
i was wishing i'd turn 18 quick
n in a blink of an eye
here i am minutes for midnight
minutes from turning 18

hmmm
idk why
but every bday i hav
on e night where everyone starts getting ready to sms me
hahaha! i actualy laughed at e previous line..
k back to wat i was saying
its e nite where i think about me
i actualy flash back through all e years
seriously
it can make me tear
i see myself grow
how much iv learn in life
and e ppl tat changed my life
n im too tired to explain further
lol
hope i'll be happy ttm today e 13th!
(i wanna go thru my photo albums later todayy)
TODAY, IT'S ALL ABOUT ME =)

There's no point being Bad w/o a purpose

i got tat line from MEGAMIND.

i loved the movie

The storyline was awesome

watched it with elfi, gab, sam, cd.

before tat ate POPEYE'S,i tink it was my 1st time? lol

the day before i ate WENDY'S,my 1st time oso!

oh ya, at POPEYE'S, syukri joined us

i swear e number of staff

at the counter area was unnecessary

there were like 10+ staff in e counter area

and can see they were like all cramped up

seriously..

and i kpo go ask why alot of staff

their answer?

most on training..

seriously you're scaring customers away la..haha!

nywayyys

Food makes me Happy! haha

oh before i forgot!

im gonna get thesssseee for LUCY..

in other news...

Gab is waiting for me to turn 18

he wanna enroll bike license tgt

awww..haha!

mondayyy!

haiyaaa..i still not sure about e financial part uhhh

and yea

thers other things on my mind

e IEP..shud i or shud i not?

cos earning $500 is abit too little uhh

but i want e experience

but if i work with my frens i'll earn moree

and i'll need more $$$ for license n maybe a bike leeii..

howw??

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felt happy seeing you smilesmile

even jus for awhile

you are seriously cute sometimes,

or is it all the time.heh

Too good for someone?

heart to heart talk
Just wat i need to end of e nite
n yet another truth been revealed
nah i wont share it here
too personal

e title says "too good for someone"
jus a random thought..
rmbr ppl saying ur too good for me,u deserve better?
i tink tat may somehow be true
but its just a softer way to reject someone
wen u say tat,
e other person may also feel e same way
so tat contradicts rite
hmmm

she makes me jealous by playing e guitar
but i love it wen she plays it
=)

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love and dont expect anything in return

We are young We run free

saw tis bike all alone at Suntec b.carpark..

thursday, friday, saturday was AWEZZOMME

and i need a rest from all e fun

yea too tired to tell e details uhh

i'll share one of e funniest thing tat happened today(sat) at Suntec

So we're stuck in e carpark

cos e cashcard insertd in e IU has nt enuf value..

den we askd a security officer where was e top-up machine

n so e securiy,"i tink u go Left, then UHHHHH...."

wen he was tinking n saying "UHHHH"

my fren who was driving, accidentally drove off a few metres forward!! LOL

SUPER FUNNY! hahaha!

den we saw e security sighed, den he walkd forward towards our car..

but he again repeated e same thing ah

"u go Left, then UHHHH..."

haha! den guess wat?!

tis time my fren drove off n left him

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

seriously basterd

den wen we were otw out

at e lift-up barrier thingy

we were stuck again

tis time we talkd over e intercomm for assistance

den settled all

e 4 of us shouted, "FUCK YO!!" to e intercomm n drove off =D

enuf about e carpark..

iv been playing with lights lately

i mean for photography

and i kinda enjoy it

hanging out at nite n just shooting away

i love Lucy v much

more n more of shakecrew getting their license

n i feel left out

atleast 3 of them can drive n atleast 3 can ride

its kinda good to be left out sometimes

u jus need to tompang! haha!

things im worried of now is

UT1

its gonna clash with my plans

my license plan

my job plan

wah sian ah..

and sadly, i kinda lost my interest in studies

lately, iv been going to skool jus bcos its compulsary

oh ya assignment!

iv not even started on it...

LASTLY my bday wishlist..

simple!

Harddisk! or is it Harddrive?! aiyah..

you shud noe which one i meant

my lappy is all cramped up n i really need one of tat

so by geting me tat

ur somehow making me happy..lol

its expensive i noee =(

tats whyy my wishlist only 1 thing

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hope you're doing fine

tats all i ask for

Cos tats My plans plans

8days to go

Dont really care wat happens on my Big Day..

Frens jio-ing me to club

but i told myself not to

So lets jus see wat happens

jus hope i wont be alone

tats enuf for me..

I've made plans

1) Get a job in Cisco

2) Start taking bike license

3) Buy a bike, Honda NSR 150 SP

Of cors it wont be easy

but i will try

n if i wan something i will work for it! yeah

So, about tis Cisco job

my frens have been bothering me about it

actually i've applied for it before

but i rejected when they accepted

cos they took like almost 3 months

to call back

about e bike it'll take quite a long time to save up i guess

but when i get it

it'll be red n black in colour

jus like how i saw it ytd nite

n imma give it a name(still tinking..)

Arrgghhhh!!

Everytime i hear bikes vroom vrooomm, im JEALOUS!

ohya!

ytd smthng nice happened

i dreamt of someone waking me up

n yea tat someone really did

i enjoy little things tat happens in my life

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came across tis song during DMT class

Words - Boyzone

i miss you yes i do
i tink e only reason im holding back
is cos i have a feeling u don feel e same?

Feelings

So i've partialled class today

HRM seriously bores me to death.

The moment e class starts,

all you'll see is words!

YES thers no graphics at all.

n i believe im a person tat,

my eyes feeds on pictures n colours

So if you're giving me all words,

in black n white,

dont expect me to be interested at all!

n Todays my first partial for tis Semester.

Tis was yesterday,

i used e Wacom to draw Stamford Raffles.

its hard to use tho it looks damn cool.

i still prefer pencil n eraser.

i also had to draw my Villain, Soblind

i'm so proud it turned out quite cool uh

cos i was drawing jus plain human

n tinking of how to make it more evil along e way

so it became like this!

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i keep telling myself i don wanna fall again,

but why is it so easy for me to,

but den again,

its also easy for me to lose tat feeling.

So i'm confused noww

Marina Barrage & Random Class Break-in

Sunday was great!

Day & nite was spent with ex-xlassmates

Tho it was fun,

i wished there was never a conflict between the e 2 gerls

anyways

e boys including me went grocery shopping

jokes all over

i swear i laughed till my stomach cramped..

went to Naomi's crib after tat to make sandwiches! yummeh!

den off to Marina Barrage!

Lepak n Photoshoot

Monday, today, had normal lesson.. expression of form

as usual, released early to go photohunting!

after skool was spent with e 2 Mats, Elfi n Randy!

we break in into an empty class at E2 n watch Wujud 4

Yeah it freakd them out! hahaha!

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Its raining tonite. hope it is on ur side too

so you'll be sleeping comfortably and wake up feeling brand new

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