I lived comfortably, because I was rich.

In my dream.

Today is 8 days into confinement.

Lifes a lil better with e new csm.

But still, most prolly im gonna spend my 21st in camp.

I'm caught between

Letting it all out

Or keeping it all in

They say e strong ones

Are those who go thru shit but never let anyone knows

Shall try

But most prolly I'll fail haha

Let Him show you the path to me

And me to you

For now

We have our own time

And spend it however we want

Let us be e ones who wont ask to be together

But we will be

One fine day

Woke up

Walked pass my mum

Stared at her long enuf to feel something was wrong

True enuf, she started crying

"Kakak kene operate"

Walked around MBS in Smart Four

And I can say that I onced starfish-ed on Helix Bridge with my no.4!

Just gonna pull through.

Once again I dreamt about getting her back.

S

Prolly e best dream I've had in a long time

Was studying overseas

It was snowing

Or atleast it was a damn cold country/season

Was lepaking w "uuse"

It was a damn happy moment for me for not sure what reason

Then as we were playing n camewhoring

Along came my floorball crush!

Haha one of e "wolves"

She was so happy to see me n of cos me too

We spent time tgt for awhile then poof!

Back to realityyyy..

Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.
Negative.

Life
So meaningless sometimes.

My first time staying up
To help out as a quatermaster with 16K Route March!
Awesome :D

Nightmare. Wealth. Nightmare.
Dreamt i was w my family
Went into a frens house to stay awhile?
Then we realised we had to go.
So we went off.
Seeing all e houses from where we left,
They were all bungalows n shit like that.
My fam n i then were at a shopping mall
A friend called asking wether i would want to join them for a short getaway/holiday
I said i cant
Because i dint have e money to
N so he said,"come on, we're going soon, and very near you"
Then i saw a white hummer which happens to be my friend's
He came up to me n said,
"Hey i'm going, really wished you could join me. But anw, I have to go now, take care man!"
N that moment, my parents looked at me w a sad face n almost made me teared
Because we were like too poor, to even go for holidays.
And so we went off
Looking at my friend leave in his hummer
I wanted to go so bad but I knew i couldnt afford to
Then, come a scene,
In a house, i was damn pissed
Some parts of e house was damaged
N cockroaches were crawling out of e broken area.
I kept on hitting n hitting
It jus wouldnt end.
End.

Well, i realised that maybe its true
I may not afford those high fly stuff
Like a hummer jeep
A bungalow for a house
Or maybe its possible
But i have to work real hard for it
I guess money will be an important part in our life
It'll decide wether we live good or bad.
Dreams dont come true,
I hope it really dont
I'll work hard to get e life I want
And maybe in e process
Assistants will appear in shapes of kind souls which will help me out

With gods willing I will succeed.

Never give fucks to others
But yourself first.

That somebody you want,
wants somebody,
whos like that somebody.

Bad start, Azri.. Baaad start

Alhamdulillah she replied :)

The start. The try.
12/02/13 12pm

Ms November

Develop a backbone
Not a wishbone.

Dcant upload pic of my eye thru iphone
Blood vessel burst
Doc said it was maybe because of stress..
Instructors're so worried that I was forced to go check up twice!

Anyways, this course is getting more interesting n fun
Seriously love e company here
We're like brothers now

Maybe I should start praying often, soon.

Dont really see myself as a company quartermaster
I'd rather be an instructor
God, put me in with the other instructors.

Live life like you're already dead
Just do what you want
Then just accept anything that comes.