Uncertainty is pretty scary.

Currently working with Adam Photography,

As a photographer's assistant.

Theres Birch, Thomas, David, Daming and Uncle Soh.

They've shared a lot of life experience with me even tho I've only worked only for almost 2 months.

All we talked about made me realise I may not be ready for my future.

Many of us may not be ready for it.

Especially living in sg where everything is about money.

Today, I've gotten a clearer about the cost of cars in singapore as compared to other countries where there's no such thing as e COE.

I realise with average income of like maybe 2k, we wont be able to afford luxury cars in sg.

It is made expensive that only e rich will be able to.

A car with e pricetag of a roof over ur head.

Still waiting for my application for *** now.

Will update again soon..

Final inteview for SCDF done.

Whatever happens,

For the ones I love I will sacrifice,

My life for e happiness of others.

Epic job.

Dress well.

Travel wild.

Settle career choice by Raya.

Be physically active after Raya.

Inshaallah.

Yesterday:

What I hit with my foot while riding:

Today:

The accident was minor, but it shocked e hell out of me.

Rode off after breaking that plastic container into pieces thinking I was okay.

After about 10 mins on e road, I looked down, blood was dripping from my left foot.

Reached prata house, my bros helped me wash, wipe and cover e wounds w plaster.

Blessed to have them.

GOALS:

SCDF

SIT

Bismillah.

Looking for a job but I'm too picky.

Income & benefits always my priority.

Hmm

Think for the future.

I just don't know, anymore.

I somehow got a strong feeling,

The girl of my dreams can be found in e east side of Singapore. Haha random!

Wonderful dream

L was cycling and I tompang infront

Somehow e "seat" was infront

Turned on e camera and took a video of us

Oh that feeling I really missed

As she was cycling she lean forward and placed her head on my shoulders.

Ya Allah.

Give strength to my mum

To accept the passing of her dad...

And Insyaallah.

My mum & dad will go thru Umrah smoothly and let them be safe always.

Please guide and protect them Ya Allah.

Amin.

Istanbul aku datang.

After I watched this movie

I thought of

Maybe if I concentrated on studies

Be much more hardworking instead of playing too much

Get part time jobs while studying

If I didn't "enjoy" life that much

Maybe I could make it further in studies or even career

And not live a common life as guy living with his family

Depending on others still at this age

I wish I was a different guy?

Sierra, you're in my dream again.

Suit & tie.

Ride a bike.

It is not a man who has too little, but the man who craves more, who is poor.

Oh btw, le parents gave me green light for ops :)

Be thankful for what you got lah.

A dream about a girl.

Looks like Mari*****

An innocent girl

I stopped her while she was walking down the mall.

Called her name (Can't recall her name)

She turned and smile.

Oh the sweetest smile Iv seen in awhile.

She had this scarf ard her neck.

She asked," how come you never said hi before?"

I was stunned and replied," because I never had the courage to".

A few dates followed after.

Was out w her family..

Suddenly theres the moment

Her dad said," be good, be honest".

I woke up.

The amount of time & things I have to sacrifice if I'm gg for this op.. But I really need it. Oh god what should I do?

Its like I'm annoying her when I try to talk

Maybe shes just nit willing to.