Ytd i forgot to blog my dream
Rmb it was like thers this mirror
You go inside to get another random life!
So for example
My fren went in to become very rich
But then he was all alone
I went in looking quite messy
But i had frens ard
So its like a balanced thing
You gotta sacrifice smthng to get smthng more

Anywys todays another new day!
And i woke up to a new dream
Dreamt about my Bf! Bestfriend btw
HAHA ITS REALLY FUNNY

Another way to make yourself happy
Is to make others around you happy

Met my grandparents today
I just felt happy to see them
Cos iv been missing family gatherings
Due to work n school

If there was reset button,
I just wanna be more religious
Something to rely on
When everything else fail

Had a, idk beautiful or scary dream
Me n my friends were lepaking
At "rp"
Buy somehow the "rp"
Is a lil diff from our RP
Nyways suddenly
There was this happening
In the sky
Theres like beams of light
And whats pretty was
They were bending, like dancing
Then theres like little red lightning
All ard in the sky
It was kinda cool, really
But a little scary
Tinking about it again now

Sometimes i jus love my dreams
They really have details to e little!

Today last day filming at
Jurong Bird Park
Gonna miss the birds n trainers
Esp richelle n alden..

Dreamt my bro n me
Were illegal bike racer
An exciting dream
Damn cool la

But woke up late
For fyp!
HAHA

Death. It scares me

Wanna be happy
Thats all I'm asking for
But school works and all
Just make it hard to enjoy a day
Make me smileee

Inspiration comes.
Anytime,
Like now
When I'm about to sleep

Focus on what you want.
Work really hard.
Don't get distracted.

Smile. Lifes too short to frown :)

Honestly, i dont wanna care so much

Ytd i dreamt of someones sis
Today i dreamt
A metal piece
Pierced thru my chest
Its like a big metal plate
Stuck inside my chest
N i could feel it
Disgusting shit!
Also today
Dreamt of running ard
With frens
In some foreign country

Kay iv got work later..

Its 13th.
I got up real late today
Cos of supper ytd
Family all up waiting for me
While i slept soundly in bed

I wish...

Honestly, MPT module's UT was easy
And lifes been great
Staying cool everyday
Resting whenever i can
Im good now

Happy deepavali!
So anyways iv gt no school by right,
By left, iv got fyp meeting. Booo

Oh ytd was fun
Hung out with da DIDMers
Watched Paranormal Activity 3
Was the shit.
Had texas chix after tat before heading home

Oh btw my skills are rusty,
sorry if i spoilt e surprise
Jus know that
Im trying my best
To appreciate you as a, if not best,
Then a good fren! :)

Work politics!
Some colleagues are nice
But some grab every chance
To make use of us,
The newbies

All i have to do is keep myself healthy
Work n study
Spare some time to hang out
And imma happy kid!

Not yet settled
November will soon arrive
So will my decisions

Fooled around with S today
WHY SHE SO CUTE
she made my day

half hearted
school
work

its been some time
i did what i love
photography
hang out with friends

im getting weaker each day, why

great days
its when idgaf

now its work n study

and tmr is napfa
i wont be surprised
if i dont perform

lastly, i cant get over
that girl in e bus
who kept turning her head in e bus
caught her looking at me more than twice!
wish to see her again

friends stared school
im still here
just woke up
cant wait for school tmr! =D

anyways, things to do today:
-check bank account balance
-book medical checkup
-jog
-be happy

im healing
and im back in the game

make me stronger

2 painful nights
tonight will be e same
leg still in pain
now my necks stiff from e sleeps

the fall

1/10/11 Day 4

approximately 17:30

Yishun area

rushed to catch green blinking arrow
I skidded my bike

leg stucked under bike

got dragged

broke my visor

    

the most painful, the upper leg cut

the other day already got a warning

wrong judgement by me

taxi honkd, emergency braked

i ride away safe

death doesn't like to be cheated..

look at the time
i just cant sleep
I WANT MY OWN BIKE
Then my mind will be at ease!

im eating pizza
drinking pepsi
almost everyday now
how am i suppose to perform for NAPFA?
in other news,
my store is located in the same restaurant as KFC
and thers a cute chinese girl working in KFC
so you get what im saying ;P

checkd my bank acc today
it made my day!
encouragement for me to work
slowly but surely
i'll get what i aim for

1st day

beaten my first red light (for work)
ytd on my first day of work!
haha havent got used to e bike
gear system was a lil diff
so i had a "Balls in da Throat" moment ytd
when i shifted gear 3 to 2..
at ard 30-40 km/h
e bike suddenly jerked real hard
that my whole body almost hit e handle bar area
btw first day of work,
no delivery yet
jus that i volunteerd to get some meatballs
from wdlds 888 plaza store..
oh, and farhan n i purposely worked till 10
when we suppose to end by 9
and i managed to convince e manager to pay us till 10 instead of 9
today is another day
nervous to start delivery

about e bike jerkin..hope it wont happen again! teehee
"YOU SUCK, when you're nervous" -Balls of fury

and you don need to spread the word,
that im working as a rider
keep low profile k
those who read will noe,
those who dont, wont

i suck as a friend. really.

2 dreams 1 night

(skip if not intrested in dreams)
1st dream:
holiday at some cold country
seems like antartica cos we were walking on ice plates
then it changed to some shopping spree
samantha was ther with my family (idk why.haha!)
went everywhere looking for H&M
then we met ATL!
but in e dream
i was jus like, okay
then somehow samantha was left behind
we jus continued our own journey

2nd dream:
ZOMBIIEEEEE!!!
i was with my family & relatives
visiting this big house (raya i guess)
then suddenly change to some wallmart
i was in there with 2 other friends
forgot who were they
yea we struggled
kept quiet tinking zombies wont hear us
but it surprised us by pulling my head out
MY HEAD -_-
there i was using my shotgun
shooting these scary beast
finally let go of my head
then i ran out alone
trying to escape
climb this tall building
like how it works in games
by this point of time
i somehow alrdy realise its not real
as in it must a dream
then other zombie tried to climb
while i was up there
kicking them down!
TAKE THAT

today i woke up 9!
okay la can do better
gonna try for 8 tmr

worked at F1 pit building today
logistics position
we had to deal with wine, lots of it
and other things too
it was fun having to joke ard with
afiq, hamka, dan, alep, haziq n angkong
its been awhile
i swear its e 1st job ever
that i get to sleep, play kartrider, n play ard with colleagues
wen actually working

oh and im training myself to wake up early
i realise the fun i miss wen i woke up late
and the day is cut short too

jogging anyone?

a job.
a haircut.
running shoes.
imma do what i do best. RUN

cant even get a job this holiday, well done.
useless piece of trash i am.
staying home doing ntg.
spending instead of earning.
someone throw a chair, in my face pls

doing the ending to my storyboard now.
but yea, sneaked in here for a bit..
lifes been down for me..
i wana be tat nice guy i used to be
iv changed, but surely i can change back ya?
been upsetting too many frens n even family nowadays..

iv gt a new playlist! all punk rock \m/
haha! random

Nothing last forever, Nothing is perfect

Well as e title says. nothing last forever, uh-huh. nothing is perfect. yeap
i keep reminding myself these
Like i always do during my free time, i think ALOT.
tat one day i was praying for friday prayers at e mosque,
and something got into my head.
i swear it was meant for me.

As i'd like to think that thers no timing for prayers/wishes,
i was praying for things to remain healthy and happy for my family
then i got to e point wen i tot of getting a motorbike
(if u guys are wondering, yeah i hav my 2B license since 24 Feb
and been really wanting to hav my own bike)
yeap, but $$ is not easy to get and i hav to work hard for it.

Back to wat i was saying, as i was praying for a new bike, or a bike atleast,
the hmm.."prayer leader" sorry idk how to say, but i meant the one giving e speech
like every other fridays said,
"Be contented with what you have, then He will give you more"
e moment i heard tat, my mind stopped..
yeah, i got tat straight to my head!
so yeah i stopped tinking about e bike n stuff, for tat moment atleast.

i realised tat iv been asking for too much lately..
i asked for a job, i got tat.
i asked for money, yeah got tat from e job.
i asked for happiness, yes my family is happy and i am happy w them.
but then i realise do i even thank Him for it. or do i ask for more instead,
which shudnt be e way rite

i noe i forget myself wen im happy, who doesnt?
wen life gives you everything you want, watever u wish for

so btw,if i were save up, by april shud only be 1/5
the total e cost of a bike..
and tat doesnt include other stuffs like maintenance and shit
so im tinking twice noww

kena Reject

skip tis Lonngg para if u donwana read about my dream! =)

k so iv mentioned before tat i record down my dreams on my phone after waking up rite. heres a recent one, 5/2/11.. quite a short one but in tis dream, my exskoolmate, N!@#$%^ was in it! and it was a pri skoolmate.. i don tink i talked to her tat much last time.and we've not been talking or in anyway contacting wit each other, she jus happen to appear in my dream.haha. so e dream goes like tis. it was like, i was in HRM class in RP as usual. den it was break time so Fattah asked me out to eat.den as i walked to wards e lift area (looks like RP's lift lobby like tat) e place somehow turned into a shopping mall. a big one..and i was going down e escalator. tat was wen i saw tis group of gerls in skool uniform walking infront of me. so i had to overtake them rite? so yea tats wat i did. but somehow tis one gerl seem to noe me(my ex pri skoolmate, lets name her N) as i walked pass them, i passed them in e middle. den N like whipped a thin rope purposely to hit me, AND IT DID! haha.it was Painful sia! den i was like "AAaauuuch" n turned back. wen i saw her face i recognize her,i mean rmbr her. so i was like wthh.. den she "ehh youu?" hahaha! n she like "ouh im sorry" den she touched my face, e whipping actualy caused my face to bleed abit.hah.. den i said,"tanx" n touched her hand while she touched my face like u noe in those romantic scenes in movies. BUT tis one total FAIL.. she quickly kept her hand and said "me and you?" (tis was like to say, u expect me to fall in love with you?! yeah, somthng like tat luh.haha) haiz.. den i woke up laaa.. KENA REJECT SIA AZRI.. hahaha!!

SO YEAA...
wats up with me?
im back to square 1
yup it means i got nobody in mind for e moment
and its good tat stays tat way for e moment
maybe its jus not my time yet
even tho im jealous of couples all ard me
but yeah single has its advantages too noee

iv come to realise tat.. (not all tho)
-Girls with braces are cute, including N,yeah shes got braces
-Girls who wear dresses are pretty
-tis part is for ALL girls! Girls who smokes really TURNS ME OFFFF! even if they're fcukin prettayy
-My expectations of girls is quite high, not bcos of wat, but bcos maybe there're jus too many beautiful gerls nowadays! lol

i see u see i see you

tats old skool sia "i see u see i see you".. nyways tat happen-ed in skool jus now. but nt in a negative way tho. Class was quite boring today, web app mah. so i dcided to go toilet and walk2.. den as i was about to drink from e water cooler. i saw tis gerl ther at the machine, i mean water cooler.haha. she was drnking uh, den she done drinking, so we were like walking towards each other, i tried my best not to look at her but i tink fail uh. haha. den go drink. And wen i tilted my head to drink, like how u guys always do, i caught tis gerl looking back at me. and of cos she saw me looking at her too. den she smiled n faster her speed! cute sia i swear! tat made my day. i smiled to myself otw back to class.. =)

Dreams

Soryy I MIA so long.. I really wanna people to read tis blog.lol. but I noe its boring yeaa. haha

So iv been dreaming a lot lately. Sweeeet dreams and all, nitemares included. And iv also been recording these dreams. Not recording as in video cam or wat la but every morning if I manage to dream.lol. sounds funny, but yeah, its not always tat I dream tho. So wen I get to dream, e moment I wake up I grab my phone from under my pillow n save a text message. These message I save contains a summary of wat happen in my dream. Well if ur wondering why im recording my dreams. My answer is I enjoy my dreams n if possible I wana keep it. I heard of dream catchers before. But idk hw it works? Well anyways, u guys shud noe tat I really do enjoy little things tat happens in life. Or atleast in MY LIFE =)

Let me share one of my dreams? If u wanna hear. Read on kay!

Jus a dream in random arrangement nt according to time, I mean date if u get wat I mean..

Tis one is an action genre-ed dream! I was on holiday. The place looks somehow like Malaysia, u noe thos kampongs beside the beach,yea. So I was walking along tis beach n I saw kids, I mean like 5-7 year olds hanging by their waist, I believe e reason for these was there was nobody taking care of them (u noe like bicycle rack? Yea,tis is a kid rack jus tat they were hanging). I was kinda shock wen I saw them. But somehow,u noe in dreams, thers nt much feelings sometimes.LOL I jus dint care n walked on. On e shore there was actually tis floating walkway, idk how it link-edto a playground but one part of e walkway, I need to go thru like obstacles those climb2 thing usually at playgrounds u noe u noe.haha.. anyways, den I noticed my car or my family car (I nt sure) gt stolen! It was like I can see e car moved off wen I was ther n my family n dk who was ther at e walkway. So we searchd for  car, den at one alley(like thos in arab street) we saw our car! (tis part some of my family were ther) upon seeing e car, we gav chase. But e car moved off again n gt away. (So next scene) there were 4 person. Me, my bro, n e other 2 idk who.. so we split up to find e car. I went w my bro. den as we were searching we accidentally trespass an area which was part of a mansion. LOL. (I find e last part funny) got tis terrorist-like security.they were masked! Like terrorist la duh. N they were shooting at us w shotguns! U noe how scary tat was!! Haha! But serious, I was scared in tat dream cos u noe how shotguns work,BULLETS (not bullet) FLY! So I dcided to distract them n by tat my bro manage to kill 1 of them so we were running like at e roof of e mansion, e roof was slanted I rmbr! So yea run run. Den I met gab along e way.WTH he doing ther idk. But he was with some cookies! HAHA Subway cookies I tink. N I grab his hand ask him run also! Hahaha! N tats it.i woke up ..How? intresting? Believe me I dint make up any of e parts, I try to stick close to e actual dream =)


Gonna sleep now. tmr having prac
Those dont im I which prac alrdy make a guess alrite?! haha