How do you know that she is e right one?
Like when Im in e mrt, n I see her
How do I know thats "her"

Slept at like almost 9pm just now
N now Im super awake
Time check: 2:15am

I dreamt a dream so perfect
I don wanna forget it so here I am
Typing it down..
Sxella

It was like e perfect late afternoon
I was walking with edz n s
Then I was like suddenly confessing
To sxella that I liked her
Before that..
she said
Walk w me like how a bf shud
So I got a hint
I was joking ard
Asking her is this e correct way
Is this? Or like this?
At that point of time I know I was all ard her
She looked really happy
Had my arms ard her neck from e back
N she almost lifted me up
Then we stopped
Here it seems like edz was waiting somewhere
N he wasnt w us
I showed her the sunset
N trust me we saw 3 moons align
Like literally 3 moons just side by side
It was bright n clear
(I know this may only be possible in dream!) haha!
She was like aww what a sunset
Then e I confessd
She said
This afternoon is too perfect
N she dint know what to do
I smiled n gave her a peck on her cheeks

This dream really got me
She really looked real
N everthing thats going on looks real
It was really fucking beautiful!

And Projectsilvertip starts today.

2 days of slacking in bunk and I dont feel good
Working out is the solution!

A lil update: Chin-up = min. Silver standard

Sweet dreams of you still exist
When I thought I've moved on long ago

Its confinement all over again
But this time I'm in the command
Feels good
And at e same time
I now know what happens behind the scene

2 weeks to end of confinement
2 weeks to my day

E most heartbreaking thing was to watch
Not even watch
To sit at home being sick
While e rest of my BMTC mates march e last 24k and pass out in a parade
I am disappointed
Very upset
Why I had to fall ill on e last week of BMT
Hais

Why the fuck do I still dream about you?
First love, but its been so long
I dont need dreams like that
Go away.

Reminds me,
Had e same dream when I was outfield
Dafuq.
Go awayy.

12th Night of Enlistment

Dreamt of this big beautiful almost mansion-like building
it belonged to me
but sadly,
I found out awhile after that the house was a gift from my parents
they were (in my dreams) resting in a better place.
I swear I woke up at 02:30+ am with tears

My life in NS,
its just getting harder to wake up
because get up each morning
more tired than the morning before

I believe everyone here cant wait for the 17th.
Because we miss our lovedones
maybe not so much our individual homes now
we are adapting to life in Tekong
The "dog" life
we are complaining now, but we do believe its gonna benefit us
and make us fitter and a more independent person

Enlistment Day

Monday, 30th July 2012
I officially swore to protect my loved ones and my country
I'm now training to be a soldier.

Jaguar coy
Pl 3 Sect 4
J3413

Thursday, 2nd August 2012
I wore the SAF  Army smart 4
Felt really proud.

Friday, 3rd August 2012
I officially fought for and swore to be responsible for my own rifle.

Saturday, 4th August 2012
One of the recruits that sabotaged my own Platoon mate
Almost got myself confined
Damn.

12 more days to first book-out

4th Ramadhan
Alhamdulillah
Done for all 5 days (terawih)
I teared suddenly right after prayers on the 5th night
Obviously, I didn't wanna show it
But something just got to me.

Had a dream of her
The first is always the hardest to forget huh
Truth is I do miss you
But you've moved on

12 more days before Rec Azri

Iv become what I never thought I be
The only reason I end this
Is because she deserve better
The timing is just wrong for me now

Moving onn.

After last weeks soccer at The Cage
We decided to go another round today!
Hariths otw w Syuk to fetch me
Lifes good if you got friends
Who knows how to drive
And kind enuf to fetch you haha

Ytd night
Talked to my 2 bros
Surprisingly about our love life
Shared stories and we learn from each other
Shared w them my story of Rose
And yes, they too tot that it was a wasted chance!

Rose, where're you?
Its been 2 weeks now,
Still thinking of you

Sent bro to BMTC today
He just called awhile ago saying hes fine n all
That shud put my parents mind at ease
I cant wait for my turn!

Regret.

Rose, where are you?

Her name is rose,
Or ros
Anyways,
Shes really cute
But she looks abit too matured
To be younger than me
But hey,
Iv always been w girls above my age
But e thing now is tat i dint ask for her contact
And im regretting bcos i cant find her
Not on fb, twitter, or anywhere
So what now?
Shes gt a beautiful name,
I wish to know her better
*prays*

Dreamt of Am last night
Have not seen her for quite some time now
I MISS HER CUTENESS
I think shes the cutest girl in campus

Really hope she'll be there at prom

I just wanna go Uni so much!
SUTD would be my first choice
Then maybe NTU
Or any other thats got design courses
Nyways, just checked SUTD's fees
Its gonna be $6k per term
Which I believe is 1 year?
Hmm if only I had enuf in my bank
To last till im done studying..

Maybe I can start now
By building my portfolio
Saving up for the fees
And learn to live independent!

As much as I want to stop studying
I also wanna make my parents proud
And graduate from Uni

Ytnite i dreamt of
A big race event
Which includes different kinda races
I entered 2 kinds
1 where i needa climb up a "tree"
Then run abit n repeat the whole thing 7 x
Another was a 200m normal race
N i gt silver for the 200m
N one of the latest for the tree climb
I woke up upset
Bcos i won Silver but it was just a dream!

Yesternite I touched a
Ducati 858
For the first time!
It was my friend's sis's bike
Matte black in color
Fuh