worked at F1 pit building today
logistics position
we had to deal with wine, lots of it
and other things too
it was fun having to joke ard with
afiq, hamka, dan, alep, haziq n angkong
its been awhile
i swear its e 1st job ever
that i get to sleep, play kartrider, n play ard with colleagues
wen actually working

oh and im training myself to wake up early
i realise the fun i miss wen i woke up late
and the day is cut short too

jogging anyone?

a job.
a haircut.
running shoes.
imma do what i do best. RUN

cant even get a job this holiday, well done.
useless piece of trash i am.
staying home doing ntg.
spending instead of earning.
someone throw a chair, in my face pls

doing the ending to my storyboard now.
but yea, sneaked in here for a bit..
lifes been down for me..
i wana be tat nice guy i used to be
iv changed, but surely i can change back ya?
been upsetting too many frens n even family nowadays..

iv gt a new playlist! all punk rock \m/
haha! random

Nothing last forever, Nothing is perfect

Well as e title says. nothing last forever, uh-huh. nothing is perfect. yeap
i keep reminding myself these
Like i always do during my free time, i think ALOT.
tat one day i was praying for friday prayers at e mosque,
and something got into my head.
i swear it was meant for me.

As i'd like to think that thers no timing for prayers/wishes,
i was praying for things to remain healthy and happy for my family
then i got to e point wen i tot of getting a motorbike
(if u guys are wondering, yeah i hav my 2B license since 24 Feb
and been really wanting to hav my own bike)
yeap, but $$ is not easy to get and i hav to work hard for it.

Back to wat i was saying, as i was praying for a new bike, or a bike atleast,
the hmm.."prayer leader" sorry idk how to say, but i meant the one giving e speech
like every other fridays said,
"Be contented with what you have, then He will give you more"
e moment i heard tat, my mind stopped..
yeah, i got tat straight to my head!
so yeah i stopped tinking about e bike n stuff, for tat moment atleast.

i realised tat iv been asking for too much lately..
i asked for a job, i got tat.
i asked for money, yeah got tat from e job.
i asked for happiness, yes my family is happy and i am happy w them.
but then i realise do i even thank Him for it. or do i ask for more instead,
which shudnt be e way rite

i noe i forget myself wen im happy, who doesnt?
wen life gives you everything you want, watever u wish for

so btw,if i were save up, by april shud only be 1/5
the total e cost of a bike..
and tat doesnt include other stuffs like maintenance and shit
so im tinking twice noww