Maybe I should start praying often, soon.

Dont really see myself as a company quartermaster
I'd rather be an instructor
God, put me in with the other instructors.

Live life like you're already dead
Just do what you want
Then just accept anything that comes.

How do you know that she is e right one?
Like when Im in e mrt, n I see her
How do I know thats "her"

Slept at like almost 9pm just now
N now Im super awake
Time check: 2:15am

I dreamt a dream so perfect
I don wanna forget it so here I am
Typing it down..
Sxella

It was like e perfect late afternoon
I was walking with edz n s
Then I was like suddenly confessing
To sxella that I liked her
Before that..
she said
Walk w me like how a bf shud
So I got a hint
I was joking ard
Asking her is this e correct way
Is this? Or like this?
At that point of time I know I was all ard her
She looked really happy
Had my arms ard her neck from e back
N she almost lifted me up
Then we stopped
Here it seems like edz was waiting somewhere
N he wasnt w us
I showed her the sunset
N trust me we saw 3 moons align
Like literally 3 moons just side by side
It was bright n clear
(I know this may only be possible in dream!) haha!
She was like aww what a sunset
Then e I confessd
She said
This afternoon is too perfect
N she dint know what to do
I smiled n gave her a peck on her cheeks

This dream really got me
She really looked real
N everthing thats going on looks real
It was really fucking beautiful!

And Projectsilvertip starts today.