The amount of time & things I have to sacrifice if I'm gg for this op.. But I really need it. Oh god what should I do?

Its like I'm annoying her when I try to talk

Maybe shes just nit willing to.

I lived comfortably, because I was rich.

In my dream.

Today is 8 days into confinement.

Lifes a lil better with e new csm.

But still, most prolly im gonna spend my 21st in camp.

I'm caught between

Letting it all out

Or keeping it all in

They say e strong ones

Are those who go thru shit but never let anyone knows

Shall try

But most prolly I'll fail haha