A dream about a girl.

Looks like Mari*****

An innocent girl

I stopped her while she was walking down the mall.

Called her name (Can't recall her name)

She turned and smile.

Oh the sweetest smile Iv seen in awhile.

She had this scarf ard her neck.

She asked," how come you never said hi before?"

I was stunned and replied," because I never had the courage to".

A few dates followed after.

Was out w her family..

Suddenly theres the moment

Her dad said," be good, be honest".

I woke up.

The amount of time & things I have to sacrifice if I'm gg for this op.. But I really need it. Oh god what should I do?

Its like I'm annoying her when I try to talk

Maybe shes just nit willing to.

I lived comfortably, because I was rich.

In my dream.

Today is 8 days into confinement.

Lifes a lil better with e new csm.

But still, most prolly im gonna spend my 21st in camp.