Nothing last forever, Nothing is perfect

Well as e title says. nothing last forever, uh-huh. nothing is perfect. yeap
i keep reminding myself these
Like i always do during my free time, i think ALOT.
tat one day i was praying for friday prayers at e mosque,
and something got into my head.
i swear it was meant for me.

As i'd like to think that thers no timing for prayers/wishes,
i was praying for things to remain healthy and happy for my family
then i got to e point wen i tot of getting a motorbike
(if u guys are wondering, yeah i hav my 2B license since 24 Feb
and been really wanting to hav my own bike)
yeap, but $$ is not easy to get and i hav to work hard for it.

Back to wat i was saying, as i was praying for a new bike, or a bike atleast,
the hmm.."prayer leader" sorry idk how to say, but i meant the one giving e speech
like every other fridays said,
"Be contented with what you have, then He will give you more"
e moment i heard tat, my mind stopped..
yeah, i got tat straight to my head!
so yeah i stopped tinking about e bike n stuff, for tat moment atleast.

i realised tat iv been asking for too much lately..
i asked for a job, i got tat.
i asked for money, yeah got tat from e job.
i asked for happiness, yes my family is happy and i am happy w them.
but then i realise do i even thank Him for it. or do i ask for more instead,
which shudnt be e way rite

i noe i forget myself wen im happy, who doesnt?
wen life gives you everything you want, watever u wish for

so btw,if i were save up, by april shud only be 1/5
the total e cost of a bike..
and tat doesnt include other stuffs like maintenance and shit
so im tinking twice noww

kena Reject

skip tis Lonngg para if u donwana read about my dream! =)

k so iv mentioned before tat i record down my dreams on my phone after waking up rite. heres a recent one, 5/2/11.. quite a short one but in tis dream, my exskoolmate, N!@#$%^ was in it! and it was a pri skoolmate.. i don tink i talked to her tat much last time.and we've not been talking or in anyway contacting wit each other, she jus happen to appear in my dream.haha. so e dream goes like tis. it was like, i was in HRM class in RP as usual. den it was break time so Fattah asked me out to eat.den as i walked to wards e lift area (looks like RP's lift lobby like tat) e place somehow turned into a shopping mall. a big one..and i was going down e escalator. tat was wen i saw tis group of gerls in skool uniform walking infront of me. so i had to overtake them rite? so yea tats wat i did. but somehow tis one gerl seem to noe me(my ex pri skoolmate, lets name her N) as i walked pass them, i passed them in e middle. den N like whipped a thin rope purposely to hit me, AND IT DID! haha.it was Painful sia! den i was like "AAaauuuch" n turned back. wen i saw her face i recognize her,i mean rmbr her. so i was like wthh.. den she "ehh youu?" hahaha! n she like "ouh im sorry" den she touched my face, e whipping actualy caused my face to bleed abit.hah.. den i said,"tanx" n touched her hand while she touched my face like u noe in those romantic scenes in movies. BUT tis one total FAIL.. she quickly kept her hand and said "me and you?" (tis was like to say, u expect me to fall in love with you?! yeah, somthng like tat luh.haha) haiz.. den i woke up laaa.. KENA REJECT SIA AZRI.. hahaha!!

SO YEAA...
wats up with me?
im back to square 1
yup it means i got nobody in mind for e moment
and its good tat stays tat way for e moment
maybe its jus not my time yet
even tho im jealous of couples all ard me
but yeah single has its advantages too noee

iv come to realise tat.. (not all tho)
-Girls with braces are cute, including N,yeah shes got braces
-Girls who wear dresses are pretty
-tis part is for ALL girls! Girls who smokes really TURNS ME OFFFF! even if they're fcukin prettayy
-My expectations of girls is quite high, not bcos of wat, but bcos maybe there're jus too many beautiful gerls nowadays! lol

i see u see i see you

tats old skool sia "i see u see i see you".. nyways tat happen-ed in skool jus now. but nt in a negative way tho. Class was quite boring today, web app mah. so i dcided to go toilet and walk2.. den as i was about to drink from e water cooler. i saw tis gerl ther at the machine, i mean water cooler.haha. she was drnking uh, den she done drinking, so we were like walking towards each other, i tried my best not to look at her but i tink fail uh. haha. den go drink. And wen i tilted my head to drink, like how u guys always do, i caught tis gerl looking back at me. and of cos she saw me looking at her too. den she smiled n faster her speed! cute sia i swear! tat made my day. i smiled to myself otw back to class.. =)

Dreams

Soryy I MIA so long.. I really wanna people to read tis blog.lol. but I noe its boring yeaa. haha

So iv been dreaming a lot lately. Sweeeet dreams and all, nitemares included. And iv also been recording these dreams. Not recording as in video cam or wat la but every morning if I manage to dream.lol. sounds funny, but yeah, its not always tat I dream tho. So wen I get to dream, e moment I wake up I grab my phone from under my pillow n save a text message. These message I save contains a summary of wat happen in my dream. Well if ur wondering why im recording my dreams. My answer is I enjoy my dreams n if possible I wana keep it. I heard of dream catchers before. But idk hw it works? Well anyways, u guys shud noe tat I really do enjoy little things tat happens in life. Or atleast in MY LIFE =)

Let me share one of my dreams? If u wanna hear. Read on kay!

Jus a dream in random arrangement nt according to time, I mean date if u get wat I mean..

Tis one is an action genre-ed dream! I was on holiday. The place looks somehow like Malaysia, u noe thos kampongs beside the beach,yea. So I was walking along tis beach n I saw kids, I mean like 5-7 year olds hanging by their waist, I believe e reason for these was there was nobody taking care of them (u noe like bicycle rack? Yea,tis is a kid rack jus tat they were hanging). I was kinda shock wen I saw them. But somehow,u noe in dreams, thers nt much feelings sometimes.LOL I jus dint care n walked on. On e shore there was actually tis floating walkway, idk how it link-edto a playground but one part of e walkway, I need to go thru like obstacles those climb2 thing usually at playgrounds u noe u noe.haha.. anyways, den I noticed my car or my family car (I nt sure) gt stolen! It was like I can see e car moved off wen I was ther n my family n dk who was ther at e walkway. So we searchd for  car, den at one alley(like thos in arab street) we saw our car! (tis part some of my family were ther) upon seeing e car, we gav chase. But e car moved off again n gt away. (So next scene) there were 4 person. Me, my bro, n e other 2 idk who.. so we split up to find e car. I went w my bro. den as we were searching we accidentally trespass an area which was part of a mansion. LOL. (I find e last part funny) got tis terrorist-like security.they were masked! Like terrorist la duh. N they were shooting at us w shotguns! U noe how scary tat was!! Haha! But serious, I was scared in tat dream cos u noe how shotguns work,BULLETS (not bullet) FLY! So I dcided to distract them n by tat my bro manage to kill 1 of them so we were running like at e roof of e mansion, e roof was slanted I rmbr! So yea run run. Den I met gab along e way.WTH he doing ther idk. But he was with some cookies! HAHA Subway cookies I tink. N I grab his hand ask him run also! Hahaha! N tats it.i woke up ..How? intresting? Believe me I dint make up any of e parts, I try to stick close to e actual dream =)


Gonna sleep now. tmr having prac
Those dont im I which prac alrdy make a guess alrite?! haha

Just a quick vroom!

lil update on myself

bout my bike lic
im thru prac lesson 3.2 yaww!!
haha
tat means next is
1 or 2 circuit revision
before i can be assessed for test route
and if i passed tat
i'll jus need to wait for RTT
and my prac goes on
summary: i'm Halfway thruu!

nope
still no gf..lol
i tink i'm better off alone?

im listening Red Jumpsuit Apparatus again!

im getting more Fs for daily grades

im still jobless, but needs a job quick

im exhausted by daily happenings
but i have to survive another 2 days
before i can take a break
yeap! holidays are arrivingggg!! =D

Cheer up Peeps!
Live life! You only got 1 life! Hav fun!